All one ness @ christmas

I spent christmas by myself this year. It was a bit of a co-creation between the universe and I. The opportunity to be with other people was there, but as a social experiment for myself, I decided to go solo. Just Melbourne, Kirra, the elderly dog losing her hair, and me.

Often times, being alone is scary for people; coming face to face with fear, fear we can drown out and suppress in people’s company. Yet I’m loving this time on my own. Don’t get me wrong, I love people and company. However we are the ones that will spend a lifetime with ourselves. We are the ones living with ourselves everyday. So wouldn’t it be a good idea to get really chummy with that person inside?

This time has brought me even closer to truth and the eternal nature of myself. It is a presence of unconditional love, a love that is not dependant on person, place, time or events. This isn’t a feeling, as I had often confused unconditional love with, rather a pulling power of presence, of knowing and pure existence.

I was walking in the park, peaceful and quiet with this presence mellowing and pulsating, feeling ever on my side. Not just on my side, but inside. In fact it didn’t even have sides, or directions, preferences or places it was and wasn’t. It just is, purely and simply and only attention and awareness made its presence alive and known.

So aloneness has really been a clue to all one ness for me this Christmas...Brilliant really.